Ah, my heart is losing it.

She had a miscarriage, after a night of sex bordering on the masochistic. I promised her we would get through it together.


My part:

Be there.
Take a daily tally of things to do and get them done.
Reclaim myself so I'm recognizable when I come out the other end of this in 10 months.
Be there for her.

Randomness

I sit outside on my porch with my taser. 1.8 million volts. I'd rather have a gun. There is a glock in the house but I don't know how to use it. When I get my loans in I'm either getting a min rueger or something in the 9 mm range.

Today another part of my bumper fell off. I hit like 15 4 foot potholes going about 5. But I guess that's what it's for right? To bump things.

Almost done with The Diamond Age by Neal Stephenson. These weeks are flying by. I have to finish some school work that's incomplete from last semester.

Someone hacked into Call of Duty 4 tonight and now it's unplayable. Not right. Tomorrow I fix hopefully.