Again, the fucking stupidity of what people expect.

Why why why why why do I have to live in this fucking archetypal bullshit world created by other people with expectations ON ME to fill?

Love is NOT LIMITED. It's easy, and useful, and pleasant, and wonderful to love more than one person. Intimately. Why goddammit am I expected to fall into this man/woman marriage baby bullshit thing people do?

Everyone wants me to themselves. I have no choice, if I want to be with someone, then to fall into this stupid fucking thing that kills every cell of my being.

I don't want to do it anymore! I'll just be fucking alone. Small mind bullshit!

I've started kicking ass hard.

Working out, RPT, I feel like superman most days.

Quit smoking, quit drinking.

Just gym, and classes (5 of them!), and Therapeutic Drumming Instructor Training, and GRA, and meditation, and journaling, and repeat.

Badass.

Mikey

If you want to talk ever, here: jensoignier@gmail.com

Peace, safe travels.
Jen