burnt the F out. 

Two tests tomorrow, thinking of skipping one. I can count my last test in that class twice as a grade.

Had a paper due today, an assignment that took 2 hours to do, two tests tomorrow and two papers to critique. Maybe taking 18 hours was not the best idea..but damn I want to graduate, but damn I'm fucking tired.

Got polaroid film in today. They must call it the Impossible Project because it is impossible to get the same result beyond the tired brown layer that covers all the pictures.

I stood for a half an hour in front of an air conditioner to get this result, then peeled it, separated emulsion from back. I also have a portable face now that I'm going to put on something, just not sure what. 

Something creepy for sure.

Theron's emotional rollercoaster wore me out today. His doctor changed his mind last minute and decided to not do his surgery. He's investing a lot in this doctor and will be writing him a final plea in the form of a letter. I'm really afraid of what will happen when the doctor sticks to his guns and in the face of all that emotional expression still tells Theron no.

I'm going to prepare him for the possibility. He and Katie may come here Thursday for a photo shoot now that I have 4 cameras with loaded film.

So tired. So so tired. This weekend was not a weekend. I organized my room and did homework all frackin weekend. 

How am I supposed to work with this school stuff? It's too much.

Anyway.

Here's the one polaroid that isn't a brown mess.